I am such a beautiful human being.
I know that because I have been working hard on myself for 30 years now, so I know what the hell I am speaking of better than you. Any of you. You catch glimpses of what I am during this lifetime, but you have never have all of me all the time.
I allow you to see certain things not all.
If you want to see everything, you gotta fight. You gotta be willing. You gotta work everyday at yourself, for yourself, and theeeeen, only after that you can show up on my door step and say: babygirl, you are a rock-star and I’ve been dwelling on taking you to the moon and back, while still being here, because that’s what your soul deserves.
Prove to me. Facts. I don’t want anymore noise.
Don’t show up in my face if you ain’t got yourself yet.
I can’t spend 30 years more out of my life trying to fix you.
I know who I am. I am worth of sharing and enjoying that ONLY with someone who knows the same.
It ain’t never perfect. It ain’t always just roses.
What matters and what it takes is: knowing where you used to stand, where you are right now and where you work your ass off to arrive.
I won’t allow any of you, regardless what you mean or you don’t to flaw my being anymore or what I was destined to become.
If you don’t know who you are, it is not my job to discover it for you.
It is your duty.
I am not caring anyone else’s cross anymore.
I am me. I remember me, and through all the blindness, yours and mine, I can’t, I simply can’t afford anymore to let you trick me that I am not what I remember. 🙂
EVERYTHING that lives inside your soul can become reality. If what you dream looks impossible, it isn’t as long as you truly believe deep down yourself that that is really what you deserve and that’s what your whole being desires.
The fact that it ain’t happenin, that you go through the same shit that shatters you, it’s only on you! Not on them.
You choose not to give to yourself what you already had the power to dream you can have.
Just STOP! for a freakin second. that’s everything you need, a second.
Stop lying to yourself.
You are worth it of everything you dream to be worth of!
FIGHT for yourself! Don’t let ANYONE show you that you deserve less. Fight to become everyday something better, and after that you can say that you can and you are willing to do it with someone else. Stop lying to yourself! As many of them you are trying to fix and save, you can’t save anyone, if you are the one lost. It’s not being selfish, it’s being true to yourself. Discover yourself. So that you can let others discover who you are too. So that you can discover others too.
Don’t find someone and make them your target. I gotta save this one, when you are the one unsaved. Everything will be just dark and heavy on your soul and you won’t understand what is happening. You are happening. You made it. All those circles around you that don’t allow you to find a way out is your own creation. Unchain yourself. You drew the circles. Break them.
Remember yourself. Remember who you are, what you are capable of, the reason of your heart beating inside yourself and listen to that. Live according to those beats. Dance on that unique rhythm. It will tell you everything you need to hear. In all the noise, in all the mess, those sounds will sound so clear, as soon as you open your ears.
You are there. Waiting on yourself to wake up. I pray for you. I pray for you to snap out of it and allow yourself to become that wonderful, beautiful, intelligent, unique, divine soul that you were so perfectly created to shine.
I want this kind love, and only this 😉
I need more. I breathe more. I thrive more. I won’t settle. I won’t let you blindfold my soul anymore. I won’t allow you to let me settle. I won’t close the curtains of my soul because “this is what I feel”, because “I love you”, because “it happens”. NO! Fuck that!
It’s incredible how much shit we can tell to ourselves in order to get a story straight. Stories ain’t realities. The reality is this one. You are here now, alive and breathing and you have no freaking excuse for not living. NONE. Stop shutting your soul down. It is meant to be awaken.
No matter how hard it gets, stop escaping your soul’s reality, stop muting its echoes. What you hear is right. Hear your own soul talking to you. You will thank yourself later. You will save yourself.
You deserve that. You deserve being the best version of yourself for yourself. You deserve peace. You deserve love. You deserve sleepfull nights. Give it to yourself! 🙂 No one else will until you do it for yourself! 🙂
I need more! 🙂 I am more and right this moment I am not closing the curtains of my soul. I see it. I see through it and what I see makes me happy, thankful to be alive and able to work on my soul. Is everything I got, and oh, I am so happy to have it! 🙂
Thankful for remembering myself.