People are dying. People are getting sick and we are literally losing our time fighting over petty shit. I’m going crazy. A month ago, during the same day I found about 2 different people, one in his 20s and the other one in his late 40s that they are very ill. One of them died … More Te iubesc/If it kills me
I am such a beautiful human being. I know that because I have been working hard on myself for 30 years now, so I know what the hell I am speaking of better than you. Any of you. You catch glimpses of what I am during this lifetime, but you have never have all of … More Awakening
I deserve more! I want more! How could I not? How could I say I am true to myself and not wish for more? Thrive every second I am alive to live? Regardless how painful it gets, how many deceptions happen to us, we gotta fight the urge to settle, to comply, to give in. … More I deserve more! 🙂
I am going to block everything and anything that is not what I want or deserve right now. Not because I am delusional, crazy, immature, naive and all of that, but because I finally know what I feel is what I want and need. So, yes, I fight overthinking, rocks and dirt thrown at me … More LIVE
Since I was a kid, nobody has ever asked me: “do you want to go to Arts school?”, “do you wanna move?”, nobody gave a damn or let’s say better, I was a kid so why ask, nah? Typical Eastern-European bullshit mentality… I once loved a man who told me this: my kid is 5 … More Nobody has ever asked me what I wanned
I come to this empty house every night after work and it’s a complete silence. I’ve always enjoyed silence. My silence. But, right now when my head is full of crazy thoughts and regrets, this silence is painful. But, I accept the pain. I know why it’s here. I know why it’s more acute now. … More Emptiness
Nothin’. That is the plain simple truth. Before, 1 month ago, 2 years ago, 5 years ago I would have answered: my health, my team, basketball, I need stability in my life…right. My health… I left in a contract 2 months after I woke up on a surgery table. I left because I couldn’t bare … More What keeps you here?