I didn’t write in a while… that’s right… 
One of the reasons is that we work like stupid people…so I didn’t have much time… I miss writin… I miss being myself, that’s for sure… but there are 2 months left… wow can’t really realize it. I can’t believe I am here for 4 months… They passed so fast… so much crap, so many stupid moments, and still peace of mind, amazin places and good moments.
The most important thing to mention is: I’ve been to Rio de Janeiro! YES! My dream came true. Months ago when I watched with my brother, The Fast and the Furious V and I saw Rio, and everythin there, I said: I wanna go to Rio. And somehow deep down in my soul, I knew, I knew it’s gonna happen. From that moment on, it was a matter of askin for this ship and head to this side of this world. We passed the Equator. We r officially in the southern hemisphere. What kind of feeling! Being here and dealing with all this crap, and hearing that maybe we can’t get off in Rio, made me mad. BUT, I did get off in Rio! After workin till 4 o’clock in the morning with a night before, I woke up in the morning and I went outside! YES! I did! And I went to Jesus – Cristo Redentor and I saw a lil bit of Rio in the short time I was there. I was amazed and filled with joy and peace of mind! An inexpressible feeling I had inside! I can’t tell you how it feels, when you thought about doin something 3,4 months ago and after that, it happens. And not like just winnin money, or being loved, or buyin a perfect bag, but reachin, Rio de Janeiro! Haha! 2Pac used to say it best: there’s a God if you need a reason. I am so proud of myself. I talked with my folks and they r so proud, too and I feel in their voices how happy they r for me and cuz of me. Haha! I am so blessed. A huge peace of mind filled my mind and body. I know now, I can do everything I want! Just dare to dream! And hope with everythin I am, I can do it! Wish it, visualize it, make it! When I am going to be blessed with kids I will be able to look into their eyes and tell them with a huge smile on my face: you know when I was 24 I went to Rio de Janeiro, on my own damn feet! Haha! You know how huge that is? The fact that I made it by myself, with my own power, helped by divine forces it gives me an amazin feelin and makes me feel stronger than ever. I can break mountains, I can be happy, I can love, I can enjoy everythin I receive, and I dare to dream about more! Because I deserve it!
Beside Rio, I’ve been to amazin places. Buenos Aires is a great city. With old buildings, cultural, very green and plenty purple trees, haha, nice people and food, shoppin, mhhhhhm, and every second shop they r earrings, haha! My place. Been to Chile, didn’t impress me so far, but still 2 months to go, maybe I’ma find something interesting. Uruguay – Montevideo, very dirty… but interesting, nice food… and you know just the thought that I made it to Uruguay haha, feels like I should call my geography teacher and let her know that I’ve actually been to all those crazy places she used to tell us bout haha. I enjoyed them all, you know it makes me happy that I am able to reach this side of the world. Reached Cape Horn, you know, the end of the world, haha. How amazing and bless full is that? Magellan’s bay you know, it really makes me feel special, and blessed. I know everythin has a sense. I know I am an unique divine human being. I know I’ve got a blessed soul. And I know I’ve stepped on the way I had to step. It was very blurry and rough in the beginning, but the clouds r startin to go away… I can see the right paths now… There’s a lil light… but I know I am headin the right way. I am guided. I will follow my soul. And I will fight for my soul and my way. They can’t kill me, they can’t stop me, because the light and the power I’ve got inside my soul, r unbeatable! There’s no doubt.
Thank you God for everything you are blessing me with! I know I am worthy, but this, this is overwhelming. I mean, you know, I am grateful. I realize there aren’t a lot of human beings able to get what I get and realize what’s happenin with them. I am happy I am aware of my blessings! I am thankful! I am the living proof that dreams do come true! After all the pain and useless disappointments, and fears, here I am, alive and breathin, enjoyin my blessings! It’s amazin to be alive and have a soul and be able to feel and embrace everything that the Universe is offerin you! I am so blessed!
I have an amazin family. I love them so much. I am so proud of them and I am so happy I was born in this family. I am so grateful for my family. I’ve got amazin friends that I miss very much, but there’s no panic, cuz I know they r gonna be there when I come back. You know, that’s very rare, findin and keepin true friends it’s rare, and I am happy and blessed to have them. It’s all love, baby! Can’t wait to see y’all!
I love. I love in a pure way. In this life I’ve got here, that beside money and the places I’m visiting, doesn’t give me much, but a lot of headaches, the love I’ve got inside, and able to feel, takes me away, and takes me to other places. Places that you can reach just with your mind. With your soul. Thank you, Angel! Thank you for being another lifetime close to my soul. I know, you know, it’s unconditional, but it was just a lil blurry. It’s all enlightened now. I love you, forevers. Love is never physical, love is never panic, love is never blind, love is pure, love is divine, love is peace of mind, love is you. You and your whole being and soul. Such an amazing soul God created. I am so blessed to have fallen in love with it. Forevers, my sweetheart! It doesn’t matter what happens in this lifetime, I’m gonna be there the next one, and the next after, and all of them. I love you! It will never be somebody else, it doesn’t matter what happens, or who’s close! I’ve found my soulmate and I am complete! And I don’t need space and time to synchronize. I know that God, if He was able to create souls like ours, He is able to create the space for them, one day, too! No doubt! No hopelessness! I trust in You! I trust in our unique divine love! I love you beyond everything! I love the Light in your eyes! I love myself, I love us! We are so divine! We r shinin babe, cuz we were designed to do so! I will never let your soul go away, I love you unconditionally! You are the purest part of me. With you, I know, I look into my eyes, and I still find myself there! Thank you for keeping me alive and awaken! There’s no other love like ours! Keep your soul alive n shinin, babe!
I am so thankful for everything! I am happy and fulfilled! I am grateful and I thank the Higher Force for everything He sends my way! I am embracing everything! Thank you!
I’ve stepped on my way and I am goin further. I have everythin I need: love, friends, God, space and time, myself, trust, faith, joy! I am all good! See you, around! Hehe!
One Love
feelinasoul
